It is my birthday! I am now officially 26 and I would have to say that my 25th year was one of my most difficult but also most beautiful. I definitely learned a lot this year and want to take a moment to reflect.
I remember hearing a story once in church I think about a boy sitting on the ground while his grandmother was cross-stitching in a rocking chair. The child could not understand what the grandmother was doing, there were so many knots and nothing seemed to go together right from what he could see. When she was finished she showed her grandson the beautiful finished product. She knew what she was making all along, but from the perspective below it was hard for the boy to understand.
And so it is with us and God. I think about this story all the time actually, especially this last year, because sometimes I just don't understand what purpose many things in my life have, but I'm pretty sure that God does and that he will make a beautiful masterpiece out of my life if I let him. This past year Rick and I made a lot of prayerful decisions that seemed a little crazy and our life path has seemed anything but smooth, but I feel like every once in a while we get a little glimpse of a higher perspective and I am grateful for my life exactly as it is, and for every thing we have gone through to get us to this place.
I am so happy to back in California. I wake up happy every morning, I have a gorgeous view from my window, I have a pretty dang cute husband, two happy & healthy kids who are so full of life, I have an amazing family (thank you google hangouts for helping us stay in touch!), we have a steady income, I have good friends, I am able to find time to get a little exercise here and there and to connect with God through reading scriptures and lots of prayer. Life is good. Thank you for being a special part of my life. I know not many people read my blog so if you are one of those people and have made it this far into this long boring post, I'm pretty sure you mean something special to me and have helped make my life beautiful.
Notable Happenings from my 25th Year
Rick accepted a job offer in Arizona
I met Becky, my amazing midwife and forever friend
I gave birth to Maverick
I generally survived raising Adelaide through her terrible two's
Rick found another job in the bay area after the start-up in Arizona downsized
We were able to move back to California near my family
I said good-bye to my sister and best friend for 18 months
I have put my sewing machine to use
My faith has changed but become stronger
I learned a lot about cooking and have become a pretty good vegetarian cook for my family, although I still get a little nervous cooking for friends